I want to make bz an apology. I let my emotions and immaturity get the best of me... I've beenhaving a really tough couple of weeks and I've been taking it out on everyone around me.. not just my friends in bz but my family and friends as well.. but that's not an excuse.. as I'm sure many of you know iwas banned for my dumbass trying to get around an issue that ultimately held a part in causing. I fucked up. I'm sorry I just wish there was a way I could be given a second chance, a probabtionary period to prove I can handle just gaming and shooting the shit. I do admit I felt attacked and treated unfairly but again I held a part in that and first impressions are everything. If you all could even consider voting on it I'd greatly appreciate it. If not I completely understand and I hope y'all have fun on the battlefield.
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Slash I want to personally apologize to you for not being honest and for any strife it may have caused.
No need to apologize to me, we are a community. This will bare some discussion.
I would also like to say that I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Full blown... I'm trying several medications to try to balance me out. It's not an excuse but it's definitely a part of the problem I believe.ive been this battle for about 2 years and unfortunately nothing as of yet has truly helped. My current prescribed medication turns me into a zombie and I can barely function and I honestly can't afford it... I try now to only take it when I am having an episode which I honestly haven't been during like I should... so once again i apologize and hopefully that helps explain why my actions have been out of character for a couple weeks now.. I am not trying to make anyone feel bad or feel bad for me I just wanted to fully explain where I'm coming from.
i wont even try to put app in untill ive proven myself i just want to be able to play on servers and talk to the few on teamspeak that i call friends... like i said, probation, any wrong doing and ill willingly leave the servers without any confrontation
honestly gaming helps me escape from all my bs and demons in real life i found a group of ppl i enjoy hanging out with and i admit i messed up but i now understand the severity and consequences of my actions
I just feel like he doesn't even know me but he's so adamant on keeping me banned... I don't really know what else to say I admitted my wrong doing and apologized. That's the most I can do at this point.
And how do you recommend I do that?
Krae your issues with me aren't exactly reason for a ban...
Vegetaa01
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Vanthius218, do yourself one really, really big favor. Take my advice, and stop replying to this thread or to any other for that matter. Time will have to play its part in this more than anything else. We do not jump to conclusions and generally these things can take awhile. Rest assured we will let you know if your ban will stay in place or be removed when that decision is made.